2012

2012 is a 2009 science fiction disaster movie based loosely on the 2012 phenomenon and directed by Roland Emmerich. The film briefly references Mayanism, the Mesoamerican Long Count calendar, and the 2012 phenomenon in its portrayal of cataclysmic events unfolding in the year 2012. Due to solar flare bombardment the Earth's core begins heating up at an unprecedented rate. This results in a series of Doomsday event scenarios plunging the world into chaos, such as California falling into the Pacific Ocean, the eruption of the Yellowstone National Park caldera, shifting of the continents by crustal displacement, and Megatsunami impacts along every coast line on the Earth. The movie centers around an ensemble cast of characters as they narrowly escape multiple catastrophes in an effort to reach ships in the Himalayas, along with scientists and governments of the world who are attempting to save as many lives as they can before the disasters ensue.

The contradiction of 2012 movie comes up after MUI (Indonesian Ulema Council) had warned the government to re-review the permittance of the movie circulation in Indonesia. MUI said that the content of movie was so contrary to the islamic's provision. On the 2012, United States try to justify the Mayan Tribe Prediction with the ancient calendar for showing when world face the end of the earth. With the wonderful effect, United States showed the great descriptions and views about the ending. Moreover, they made a gigantic ship for humans and animals survival.

Seems has a resemblance between the gigantic ship and the story of Noah in the holy Qur'an. But the essence of contradiction based on the Mayan Tribes calendar-ending. As the representation of muslim, MUI has already warned so that the Indonesian peoples have to be careful with the prediction, cause in Islamic Provision, muslims didn't know anything about when the end of the world will come to.

The frightened of MUI about the effect has made some elements showed their antipathy. They thinked that it's just a movie show, no more. Don't think too much about the fiction. They just enjoyed the awsome-movie-effect like the gigantic storm, the mighty mountains erupted, the horrible tsunami, and how people couldn't get survive from the destiny.

However, I underlined that essentially every movie has their own propaganda. Such as "Inglorious Basterds" has their own propaganda about the image of Jewish and Nazi or "The Last Legion" about the story of kingdoms, or "The Day After Tomorrow", and so on. As well as "2012". Roland Emmerich as the producers showed "the American type of ending", not the Islamic type of ending, indeed.

So, if peoples passed off the influence of American way, they can take it easily as they thought. But if peoples affected, they actually are in danger!

cemburu !!!

ku punya cinta. cintaku begini. ku punya mata. ku punya telinga

jangan anggap ku batu
yang tanpa perasaan
melihatmu dengannya
aku panas
ku punya dunia
duniaku begini
ku punya hati
punya perasaan
coba raba batinku
coba tatap mataku
melihatmu dengannya
ku cemburu
cinta mengapa harus rumit
biar begini wanita ku nanti satu
siapa dia biar hatiku yang tahu
ku pasti setia tapi nanti
cinta bisakah jadi mudah
kau bersamanya masa aku harus diam
biar saja kita jalan masing-masing
jodoh di tangan tuhan
biar saja
ku punya dunia
duniaku begini
ku punya hati
punya perasaan
coba raba batinku
coba tatap mataku
melihatmu dengannya
ku cemburu

sad tango !!!

what i gotta to make u mine
Where should I begin my search to find?
Any clue that you might left behind
Baby please give me a sigh
I can never walk away like this
Giving up on you

And it's true

It's the only one thing that I'm sure
Only one thing that is so pure
Pure enough my heart can cure
There so much I can endure
Baby can you please come back to me
To my arms please

Finding ways to take you back
Everyday I'm asking to myself
What's the reason that you turned your back to me?
How am I supposed to live?

Searching places you might be
Anywhere I'll go if I can meet
You and tell you how I need you here with me
I can't live without your love

Why can't I just give up and let go
When it's over and I know
Everywhere I looked for high and low
Couldn't find you and it shows
That you don't want me to come to you
Come to you again

So I tried
Try to live my life without you here
But what I run into is more fear
Can you hear my words it's so sincere
That I really need you near
Baby why can't you see this is real
Please come back,baby.

Finding ways to take you back
Everyday I'm asking to myself
What's the reason that you turned your back to me?
How am I supposed to live?

Searching places you might be
Anywhere I'll go if I can meet
You and tell you how I need you here with me
I can't live without your love

It's too late to say
These words of redemption
I should've known better

If I can turn back the clock
I'll do anything and everything

All I need is just one more chance
Let me prove my love to you

Let me show you
Let me tell you how much I miss you
You're all that I need girl

Finding ways to take you back
Everyday I'm asking to myself
What's the reason that you turned your back to me?
How am I supposed to live?

Searching places you might be
Anywhere I'll go if I can meet
You and tell you how I need you here with me
I can't live without your love

new song !!

above and beyond pres oceanlab - on the beach andy duguid remix
2. Above & Beyond Pres. Oceanlab - On The Beach
3. Above&Beyond PRESS Oceanlab part II
4. Above & Beyond pres. OceanLab - On The Beach (Andy Duguid Remix)
5. Fort Minor f Styles of Beyond - Remember The Name
6. Edenbridge - My Last Step Beyond
7. above and beyond pres oceanlab - clear blue water ferry corsten remix
8. FKN feat. Jahala “Still Time” [Corderoy Dub] (Deep Blue) -- Trance Around the World with Above and Beyond
9. Eva Cassidy - 12 - Way Beyond The Blue
10. Tristania - Beyond The Veil
11. Beyond the Veil
12. Tristania - Beyond the Veil - 08 - Angina
13. Fort Minor - Remember The Name (feat. Styles Of Beyond)
14. Fort Minor - Right Now (feat. Black Thought Of The Roots And Styles Of Beyond)
15. Fort Minor - Believe Me (feat. Bobo And Styles Of Beyond)

hanya artikel saja ini (cinta ?)

Jika kita mencintai seseorang, kita akan senantiasa mendo'akannya walaupun dia tidak berada disisi kita.

Tuhan memberikan kita dua kaki untuk berjalan, dua tangan untuk memegang, dua telinga untuk mendengar dan dua mata untuk melihat. Tetapi mengapa Tuhan hanya menganugerahkan sekeping hati pada kita ? Karena Tuhan telah memberikan sekeping lagi hati pada seseorang untuk kita mencarinya. Itulah Cinta ...

Jangan sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mau mencoba. Jangan sesekali menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup. Jangan sesekali mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi, jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya.

Cinta datang kepada orang yang masih mempunyai harapan, walaupun mereka telah dikecewakan. Kepada mereka yang masih percaya, walaupun mereka telah dikhianati. Kepada mereka yang masih ingin mencintai, walaupun mereka telah disakiti sebelumnya dan Kepada mereka yang mempunyai keberanian dan keyakinan untuk membangunkan kembali kepercayaan.

Jangan simpan kata-kata cinta pada orang yang tersayang sehingga dia meninggal dunia lantaran akhirnya kamu terpaksa catatkan kata-kata cinta itu pada pusaranya. Sebaliknya ucapkan kata-kata cinta yang tersimpan dibenakmu itu sekarang selagi ada hayatnya.

Mungkin Tuhan menginginkan kita bertemu dan bercinta dengan orang yang salah sebelum bertemu dengan orang yang tepat, kita harus mengerti bagaimana berterimakasih atas karunia tersebut.

Cinta dapat mengubah pahit menjadi manis, debu beralih emas, keruh menjadi bening, sakit menjadi sembuh,
penjara menjadi telaga, derita menjadi nikmat dan kemarahan menjadi rahmat.

Sungguh menyakitkan mencintai seseorang yang tidak mencintaimu, tetapi lebih menyakitkan adalah
mencintai seseorang dan kamu tidak pernah memiliki keberanian untuk menyatakan cintamu kepadanya.

Seandainya kamu ingin mencintai atau memiliki hati seorang gadis, ibaratkanlah seperti menyunting sekuntum mawar merah. Kadangkala kamu mencium harum mawar tersebut, tetapi kadangkala kamu terasa bisa duri mawar itu menusuk jari.

Hal yang menyedihkan dalam hidup adalah ketika kamu bertemu seseorang yang sangat berarti bagimu, hanya untuk menemukan bahwa pada akhirnya menjadi tidak berarti dan kamu harus membiarkannya pergi.

Kadangkala kamu tidak menghargai orang yang mencintai kamu sepenuh hati, sehingga kamu kehilangannya.
Pada saat itu, tiada guna penyesalan karena perginya tanpa berkata lagi.

Cintailah seseorang itu atas dasar siapa dia sekarang dan bukan siapa dia sebelumnya.
Kisah silam tidak perlu diungkit lagi, kiranya kamu benar-benar mencintainya setulus hati.

Hati-hati dengan cinta, karena cinta juga dapat membuat orang sehat menjadi sakit, orang gemuk menjadi kurus, orang normal menjadi gila, orang kaya menjadi miskin, raja menjadi budak, jika cintanya itu disambut oleh para pecinta PALSU.

Kemungkinan apa yang kamu sayangi atau cintai tersimpan keburukan didalamnya dan kemungkinan
apa yang kamu benci tersimpan kebaikan didalamnya.

Cinta kepada harta artinya bakhil, cinta kepada perempuan artinya alam, cinta kepada diri artinya bijaksana,
cinta kepada mati artinya hidup dan cinta kepada Tuhan artinya Takwa.

Lemparkan seorang yang bahagia dalam bercinta kedalam laut, pasti ia akan membawa seekor ikan.
Lemparkan pula seorang yang gagal dalam bercinta ke dalam gudang roti, pasti ia akan mati kelaparan.

Seandainya kamu dapat berbicara dalam semua bahasa manusia dan alam, tetapi tidak mempunyai
perasaan cinta dan kasih, dirimu tak ubah seperti gong yang bergaung atau sekedar canang yang gemericing.

Cinta adalah keabadian ... dan kenangan adalah hal terindah yang pernah dimiliki.

Siapapun pandai menghayati cinta, tapi tak seorangpun pandai menilai cinta karena cinta bukanlah suatu
objek yang bisa dilihat oleh kasat mata, sebaliknya cinta hanya dapat dirasakan melalui hati dan perasaan.

Cinta mampu melunakkan besi, menghancurkan batu, membangkitkan yang mati dan
meniupkan kehidupan padanya serta membuat budak menjadi pemimpin. Inilah dahsyatnya cinta.

Cinta sebenarnya adalah membiarkan orang yang kamu cintai menjadi dirinya sendiri dan tidak merubahnya menjadi
gambaran yang kamu inginkan. Jika tidak, kamu hanya mencintai pantulan diri sendiri yang kamu temukan didalam dirinya.

Kamu tidak akan pernah tahu bila kamu akan jatuh cinta. Namun apabila sampai saatnya itu,
raihlah dengan kedua tanganmu dan jangan biarkan dia pergi dengan sejuta rasa tanda tanya dihatinya.

Cinta bukanlah kata murah dan lumrah dituturkan dari mulut kemulut tetapi cinta adalah
anugerah Tuhan yang indah dan suci jika manusia dapat menilai kesuciannya.

Bercinta memang mudah, untuk dicintai juga memang mudah. Tapi untuk dicintai oleh orang yang kita cintai
itulah yang sukar diperoleh.

Jika saja kehadiran cinta sekedar untuk mengecewakan, lebih baik cinta itu tak pernah hadir.

Cinta sebenarnya tidak buta. Cinta adalah sesuatu yang murni, luhur dan diperlukan.
Yang buta adalah bila cinta itu menguasai dirimu tanpa suatu pertimbangan.

Bukan laut namanya jika airnya tidak berombak, bukan cinta namanya jika perasaan tidak pernah terluka,
bukan kekasih namanya jika hatinya tidak pernah merasa rindu dan cemburu.

Cinta bukanlah dari kata-kata tetapi dari segumpal keinginan diberi pada hati yang memerlukan.
Tangisan juga bukanlah pengobat cinta karena ia tidak mengerti perjalanan hati nurani.

Kejarlah cita-cita sebelum cinta, apabila tercapainya cita-cita maka dengan sendirinya cinta itu akan hadir.

Cinta seringkali akan lari bila kita mencari, tetapi cinta jua seringkali dibiarkan pergi bila ia menghampiri.

Cinta pertama adalah kenangan, Cinta kedua adalah pelajaran, dan cinta yang seterusnya adalah satu keperluan
karena hidup tanpa cinta bagaikan masakan tanpa garam. Karena itu jagalah cinta yang dianugerahkan itu
sebaik-baiknya agar ia terus mekar dan wangi sepanjang musim.

Kecewa bercinta bukan berarti dunia sudah berakhir. Masa depan yang cerah berdasarkan pada masa lalu
yang telah dilupakan. Kamu tidak dapat melangkah dengan baik dalam kehidupan kamu
sampai kamu melupakan kegagalan kamu dan rasa kekecewaan itu.

Hanya diperlukan waktu semenit untuk menafsir seseorang, sejam untuk menyukai seseorang dan
sehari untuk mencintai seseorang, tetapi diperlukan waktu seumur hidup untuk melupakan seseorang.

Hidup tanpa cinta sepeeti makanan tanpa garam. Oleh karena itu, kejarlah cinta seperti kau mengejar waktu dan apabila kau sudah mendapat cinta itu, jagalah ia seperti kau menjaga dirimu. Sesungguhnya cinta itu karunia Tuhan Yang Maha Esa.

Cintailah orang yang engkau kasihi itu sekedranya, mungkin saja dia akan menjadi orang yang
kau benci pada suatu hari kelak. Juga bencilah terhadap orang yang kamu benci itu sekedarnya,
barangkali dia akan menjadi orang yang engkau kasihi pada suatu hari nanti.

Janganlah kau tangisi perpisahan dan kegagalan bercinta, karena pada hakikatnya jodoh itu bukan ditangan manusia.
Atas kasih sayang Tuhan kau dan dia bertemu, dan atas limpahan kasihNya jua kau dan dia dipisahkan
bersama hikmah yang tersembunyi. Pernahkan kau berfikir kebesaranNya itu ?

Cinta itu tidak menjanjikan sebuah rumah tangga aman damai, tetapi penerimaan dan tanggung jawab
adalah asas utama kebahagiaan rumah tangga. Cinta hanya sebuah keindahan perasaan,
cinta akan bertukar menjadi tanggung jawab apabila terbinanya sebuah rumah tangga.

Memberikan seluruh cintamu kepada seseorang bukanlah jaminan dia akan membalas cintamu, jangan mengharapkan
balasan cinta, tunggulah sampai cinta berkembang dihatinya, tetapi jika tidak, berbahagialah karena cinta tumbuh dihatimu.

Cinta bukanlah dari kata-kata, tetapi dari segumpal keinginan diberi pada hati yang memerlukan.

Cinta lebih mudah mekar dihati yang sedang dilanda kecewa, cinta seperti ini adalah cinta yang mengharapkan belas kasihan,
oleh karena itu, bila sepi telah punah maka biasanya cinta juga akan turut terbang.

Cinta yang dikaitkan dengan kepentingan pribadi akan berubah menjadi putus asa.

Dalam sebuah percintaan, janganlah kamu sesali perpisahan tetapi sesalilah pertemuan.
Karena tanpa pertemua tidak akan ada perpisahan. Menikahlah dengan orang yang lebih mencintai diri kita
daripada kita mencintai diri orang itu. Itu lebih baik daripada menikahi orang yang kita cintai tetapi tidak menyintai
diri kita karena adalah lebih mudah mengubah pendirian diri sendiri daripada mengubah pendirian orang lain.

Cinta yang suci dapat dilihat dari pengorbanan seseorang, bukanlah dari pemberian semata.

Ibaratkalah kehilangan cinta itu seumpama hilangnya cincin permata di lautan luas yang tiada bertepi dan harus dilupakan.

Cinta tidak selalu bersama jodoh, tapi jodoh selalu bersama cinta.

Kata pujangga ; Cinta letaknya di hati, meskipun tersembunyi, namun getarannya jelas sekali. Ia mampu mempengaruhi fikiran sekaligus mengendalikan tindakan kita sehingga kadangkala kita melakukan hal terbodoh tanpa kita sadari.

Cinta dimulai dengan senyuman, tuumbuh dengan dekapan dan seringkali berakhir dengan air mata.

my fav songs T.T

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin

Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to come home, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

die for live

although eye blinking, although the hands are moving, although the heart continues to increase, although the ear is always able to hear what happened, although the nose was still able to breathe .. I will always wait for some certainty about the truth ... maybe someday I can bounce back, saw a white light and walk together forever, without love hanging.

my favorite songs lyrics

Fallin-saint loco

I never felt like this before
Between us there is something more
U gave me love that's true
I know now my heart beats for u
I feell u in the wind
The rain and the sun
And all my burdens gone
I won't let you go
Never let you go

[reff]
Fallin.. I'm fallin..
I'm fallin for u
Fallin.. I'm fallin..

[rapp]
Check it
It --- from my heart
yeah
im break down to the --- yawh
i'm a dessert desperate for the fall of rain
I'm a wound try to heal now can u cover this pain
Just like the prodigal son running back to his father
Like a child that cry for the love of a mother
I'm knocking on u door
I'm calling for your name
Just let me in so I will never be the same
Please take away all this pleasure from my shoulder
Show me the way to find the ultimate pleasure

Good bye 4 now-POD

I can still see the light
at the end of the tunnel shine
through the dark times
even when I lose my mind

But it feels like no one
in the world is listening
and I can't ever seem
to make the right decisions

I walk around in the same haze
I'm still caught in my same ways
I'm losing time in these strange days
but somehow I always know
the right things to say

I don't know what time it is
or whose the one to blame for this
Do what I believe what I can't see
And how do you know
which way the wind blows

Cause I can feel it all around
I'm lost between the sound
And just when I think
I know, there she goes

[Chorus]
Goodbye for now
Goodbye for now
So long

Goodbye for now (I'm not the type to say I told you so)
Goodbye for now
So long (I think the hardest part of holding on is lettin go)

When will we sing
A new song
A new song

We’re still smilin as the day goes by
and how come nobody
ever knows the reasons why
Burry you deep so far
you can't see

If you're like me
who wears a broken
heart on your sleeve

Pains is troubles that
you know so well
Either time don't
It can't or you just won't tell

I'm not the type to say
I told you so
I think the hardest part
of holding on is lettin it go

I don't know what time it is
or whose the one to blame for this
Do what I believe what I can't see
And how do you know
which way the wind blows

Cause I can feel it all around
I'm lost between the sound
And just when I think I know
there she goes

Goodbye for now
Goodbye for now
So long

Goodbye for now (I'm not the type to say I told you so)
Goodbye for now
So long (I think the hardest part of holdin on is lettin it go)

[Repeat]
When will we sing
A new song
A new song

And you can sing until
theres no song left (song left)
And I can scream until
the world goes deaf (goes deaf)

For every other word
left unsaid you should
have took the time to
read the sign and
see what it meant

In some ways everybody
feels alone so if the
burden is mine then
I can carry my own

If joy really comes
in the morning time
then I'm gunna sit back
and wait until the
next sun rise

Goodbye for now
Goodbye for now
So long

Goodbye for now (I'm no the type to say I told you so)
Goodbye for now
So long (I think the hardest part of holdin on is lettin it go)

[Repeat 2x]
When will we sing
A new song
A new song

Numb encore-LP feat jay-z

Thank you, thank you, thank you
You're far too kind
Haha
Uh, yeah
Ready?
Let's go

Can I get a encore? Do you want more?
Cookin' raw with the Brooklyn boy
So, for one last time, I need y'all to roar
Now, what the hell are you waiting for?
After me, there shall be no more
So, for one last time, nigga, make some noise

Get 'em, Jay

Who you know fresher than Hov? Riddle me that
The rest of y'all know where I'm lyrically at
Can't none of y'all mirror me back
Yeah, hearin' me rap is like hearin' G. Rap in his prime
I'm young H.O.: Rap's Grateful Dead
Back to take over the globe'”now break bread
I'm in Boeing jets, Global Express
Out the country but the blueberry still connect
On the low but the yacht got a triple deck
But when you young what the fuck you expect? (yep, yep)
Grand openin''grand closin'
God damn, your man Hov cracked the can open again
Who you gon' find doper than him with no pen?
Just draw off inspiration
Soon you gon' see you can't replace him (him)
With cheap imitations for these generations

Can I get a encore? Do you want more?
Cookin' raw with the Brooklyn boy
So, for one last time, I need y'all to roar
Now, what the hell are you waiting for?
After me, there shall be no more
So, for one last time, nigga, make some noise
What the hell are you waiting for

Look what you made me do, look what I made for you
Knew if I paid my dues how will they pay you?
When you first come in the game they try to play you
Then you drop a couple of hits' 'look how they wave to you
From Marcy to Madison Square
To the only thing that matters in just a matter of years (yeah)
As fate would have it Jay's status appears
To be at an all-time high' 'perfect time to say goodbye
When I come back like Jordan wearin' the four-five
It ain't to play games with you
It's to aim at you're probably maim you
If I owe you I'll blow you to smithereens
Cocksucka', take one for your team
And I need you to remember one thing (one thing)
I came, I saw, I conquered
From record sales to sold-out concerts
So mo'fucka', if you want this encore
I need you to scream 'til your lungs get sore

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
Caught in the undertow
We're just caught in the undertow
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
Caught in the undertow
We're just caught in the undertow
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

I've become so numb
Can I get a encore? Do you want more? (more)
I've become so numb
So, for one last time, I need y'all to roar
One last time, I need y'all to roar

Numb-linkin park

'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
i don't know what you're expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is another mistake to you

i've
become so numb
i can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you

can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought i would be
has fallen apart right in front of you

[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
every step that i take is another mistake to you
[caught in the undertow / just caught in the undertow]
and every second i waste is more than i can take

but i know
i may end up failing too
but i know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you

Crawling_LP

Crawling in my skin
These wounds / they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There?s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming / confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling / I can?t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence / I?m convinced
there's just too much pressure to take]
I?ve felt this way before
So insecure

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting / reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It?s haunting how I can?t seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence / I?m convinced
there's just too much pressure to take]
I?ve felt this way before
So insecure...

Enth e nd_linkin park

Hey, yo
When this first started off
It was just Linkin Park
And then in the middle
Came Motion Man
And at the end of it all
It was Kutmasta Kurt
With a remix

One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme when I was obsessed with time
All I know, time was just slipping away
And I watched it count down to the end of the day
Watched it watch me and the words that I say
The echo of the clock rhythm in my veins
I know that I didn’t look out below
And I watched the time go right out the window
Tried to grab hold
Tried not to watch
I wasted it all on the hands of the clock
But in the end, no matter what I pretend
The journey is more important than the end or the start
And what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

Hey, yo
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme to explain in due time
All I know, hah, I so-socialse
Like the host of the party
I spoke, shaked, and made eye-contact
Partied and toasted strong, all that
Northeast, Southwest coast
I’m staring out the window
No oppourtunity to mingle
I tried to sew it up to weaken your system
I had you throwing up
I brought you back into things
Like the imaginary man of your dreams
You’d always seem to make it worth it
I pig-skin, I never nerf it
You felt like loving, never played real
I’m bringing the pleasure
By any means it means I’m leaving your team
Hell of a team, man it seems I tried so hard

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

Linkin Park
Remix
Motion Man
Linkin Park
In the end
Kutmasta Kurt
Linkin Park
Remix
Motion Man
Linkin Park
In the end
Kutmasta Kurt
Remix

One thing, I don’t know how
It doesn’t even matter when you look at it now
’Cause when I designed this rhyme
I was scared of it all, scared to fall, and I hadn’t even tried to crawl
But I was forced to run with you mocking me, stopping me, backstabbing me constantly
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Watch the clock now chock-full of hipocrisy
But now your mouth wishes it could inhale
Every single little thing you said to make things fail
Every single word you sputtered just to get your piece
But it really doesn’t matter to me
’Cause from the start to the end, no matter what I pretend
The journey is more important than the end or the start
And what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

In the end

Papercut_linkin park

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
(And watches everything)
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
Right underneath my skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
(And watches everything)
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
Right inside your skin

Chorus

The face inside is right beneath your skin (3x)

The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me (Repeat until end)

Chorus (Repeat until end)

A place 4 my head_linkin park

I watch how the moon sits in the sky
On a dark night shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give light to the moon
Assuming the moon's going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
You do favors and then rapidly
You just turn around and start asking me about
Things you want back from me

Pre chorus:
I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I'll be just like you, and
Step on people like you do and
Run away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm, used to be strong
Used to be generous, but you should've known
That you'd wear out your welcome
Now you see how quiet it is, all alone

Pre chorus (2x)
Chorus

You try to take the best of me
Go away (8x)

Chorus

Pre chorus (2x)

In the end

It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme, to remind myself of a time when
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time I

Chorus
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

I'VE PUT MY TRUST in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know

Chorus (2x)

what is that hahaha

50 Things About....Me :D

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
No idea.. x3

2.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Hm.. Maybe.. A week ago or something. . . x/

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
It's ok I guess X] When I want to write, cause if I just write fast then.. no xD

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
No idea, I like all kinds (I think) of meat ;3

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
No XDD

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
What person? :)

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Of course, haha ^___^

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes xD

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
I hardly doubt that XD

10. NAKED?
no o.O

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Corn Flakes ;)

12. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Lol yes xD

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Vanilla I think x3

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
How they look I guess o.O Not that I care so much about it x]

15. RED OR PINK?
I would have to say red. :P

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Hmm.. Well there are a few things that disturbs me XD Can't really say the least favorite thing. XD

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
:/

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
Sure, why not XD

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Pants - my skiiiirt is black xD Shoes, I don't have shoes inside so no shoes XD

20. DESCRIBE WHAT IT IS THAT YOU CANNOT RESPECT?
Uhm well.. People you can't trust.. I guess

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Music from Narnia ;3

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
o.O Oh well.. No idea xD Dark purple or red perhaps? xD

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
.___. Nice perfume and the smell of the nature and all the flowers :3

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Rebecca :D

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
Of course ^__^

26. FAVORITE SPORT(S) TO WATCH?
Uhm, I don't like to watch sports XD But in that case hockey xD

27. HAIR COLOR?
Blond, but I dyed my hair brown a while ago so now it's light brown :P

28. EYES?
They change colour all the time xD So can't really say. Some blue-grey I think xD

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
No :P Glasses x3

30. FAVORITE FOOD(S)?
Too many to choose from x3

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Happy endings :)

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Australia :)

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A red-white striped one x)

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Hm, depends.. Summer cause I like the blue sky with the green trees and the nature looks more beautiful if it's summer ^^ But sometimes it just gets too warm xP
And well, the winter can be cozy and nice but here it looks so grey sometimes xP

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Depends to which person ^__^ Not that I have anyone to kiss so I give hugs to all my friends :D

36. YOU ARE MOST COMFORTABLE... WHEN?
When I feel happy, being with my friends, being outside on a nice day and when I think about happy things :) Aaaand when I listen to instrumental music, like music from movies etc.

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Dunno XD

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Dunnnooooooo xD

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire, for the second time. Need to read them all over again x]

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Don't use a mouse pad XD My mouse works perfectly without one XD

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
Does it count with watching Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince on the cinema?? :D

42. FAVORITE SOUND(S)?
Music, or the wind when it touches the trees x3

43. MYSPACE OR TWITTER?
Don't use any of it x3

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
No idea o.o

46. FAVORITE PLACE VISITED?
Hmm. . . . No idea .___. Can't really say the fav but I liked being in Greece ^__^

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
As many as possible :D

48. TRAITS YOU LOOK FOR IN A PERSON FOR A RELATIONSHIP?
Well.. Kindness, understanding, reliable.. etc.

49. WHAT DO YOU DRIVE?
A bike.. .__. xD

50. WHAT DO YOU SEE YOURSELF DOING IN 5 YEARS?
Hopefully I'm studying XD

semua nikmat nih kayaknya

Kadang kala nikmat jg bergaul dr berbagai lapisan masyarakat, baik kaum urban dan kaum berada. Kaum urban yg umumnya berprofesi macam2 dr pedagang es,somay, bakso,gorengan,odong2 dsb.
Kadang kala mereka berkeluh kesah tentang masalah hidup sehari2, dari usaha yg lg sepi, nunggak sewa kontrakan, cicilan motor,bayar listrik, anak sekolah belum bayar Spp dsb.
Sungguh berbanding jauh dgn kehidupan dari kalangan berada. Mereka rela menghabiskan ratusan ribu dlm semalam hanya utk bersenang2. D bandingkan kaum urban yg untuk mendapatkan uang puluhan ribu harus berusaha dr pagi sampai sore, terkadang sampai larut malam demi menghidupi keluarganya. Kalo d tanyakan apa sih keinginan dan impian mereka, pasti jawabannya ingin punya rumah bagus, mobil mewah, bepergian tiap akhir pekan. Sah-sah saja mereka punya impian tersebut.
Padahal sering saya jelaskan bahwa kehidupan kalangan atas hanya kamuflase aja. rata2 egois, otoriter, sering memandang orang sebelah mata, memaki orang seenaknya saja, memang sih gak semuanya begitu. Umumnya mereka jg gak tenang hidupnya,mobilnya aja boleh kredit, rumah mewah boleh nyicil, beli apa2 pake kartu kredit. Kebanyakan penyakitnya juga stroke, jantung, darah tinggi, akibat sering makan makanan yg kolestrol, jg gak tenang tidurnya,takut hartanya d jarah, d datangi Debt kolektor bank krn belum bayar kartu kredit dsb.
Akhirnya teman yg kaum urban baru mengerti, ternyata lebih enak hidup sepertinya, walaupun makan pakai Tempe dan tahu bisa berkeringat sambil kipas-kipas. Kalo sakit paling pilek dan batuk yg obatnya cuma d kerok pake minyak goreng d campur bawang. Kalo tidur bisa tenang gak takut d jarah sm maling, karena cuma ada panci penyok sm penggorengan hitam. Anak2 kalo sakit palingan pilek, ingusan sm cacingan.
Ya.. begitulah fenomena hidup

when i ...

Kenapa kita menutup mata
ketika kita tidur?
Ketika kita menangis?
Ketika kita membayangkan?
Ketika kita berciuman?
Ini karena hal terindah di dunia TIDAK
TERLIHAT…
Kita semua agak aneh… dan hidup
sendiri juga agak aneh…
Dan ketika kita menemukan seseorang
yang keunikannya SEJALAN dengan
kita..
Kita bergabung dengannya dan jatuh ke
dalam suatu keanehan serupa
yang dinamakan
CINTA..
Ada hal2 yang tidak ingin kita
lepaskan..
Orang2 yang tidak ingin kita
tinggalkan…
Tapi ingatlah…
melepaskan BUKAN akhir
dari dunia,
melainkan awal suatu kehidupan
baru..
Kebahagiaan ada untuk mereka yang
menangis,
mereka yang tersakiti,
mereka yang telah
mencari…
dan mereka yang telah
mencoba..
Karena MEREKALAH yang bisa
menghargai
betapa pentingnya orang yang telah menyentuh kehidupan mereka.
CINTA yang AGUNG?
Adalah ketika kamu menitikkan air mata dan
MASIH peduli terhadapnya..
Adalah ketika dia tidak mempedulikanmu
dan kamu MASIH menunggunya
dengan setia..
Adalah ketika dia mulai mencintai orang lain
dan kamu MASIH bisa tersenyum
sambil berkata: “Aku
turut berbahagia untukmu”
Apabila cinta tidak berhasil…
BEBASKAN dirimu…
Biarkan hatimu kembali melebarkan
sayapnya dan terbang ke alam
bebas LAGI..
Ingatlah…bahwa kamu mungkin
menemukan cinta dan
kehilangannya..
Tapi..ketika cinta itu mati..
kamu TIDAK perlu mati
bersamanya…
Orang terkuat BUKAN mereka yang selalu
menang..
MELAINKAN mereka yang tetap
tegar ketika mereka
jatuh.
Entah bagaimana…dalam
perjalanan kehidupan,
kamu belajar tentang dirimu sendiri..
dan menyadari bahwa penyesalan
tidak seharusnya ada.
HANYALAH penghargaan abadi
atas pilihan2 kehidupan
yang telah kau buat.
TEMAN SEJATI…Mengerti ketika kamu berkata ‘Aku lupa..’
Menunggu selamanya ketika
kamu berkata’Tunggu
sebentar’
Tetap tinggal ketika kamu
berkata: “Tinggalkan aku sendiri”
Membuka pintu meski kamu BELUM mengetuk dan berkata: “Bolehkah saya masuk?”
MENCINTAI…
BUKANlah bagaimana kamu melupakan..melainkan bagaimana kamu MEMAAFKAN..
BUKANlah bagaimana kamu mendengarkan.. melainkan bagaimana kamu MENGERTI..
BUKANlah apa yang kamu lihat..melainkan apa yang kamu RASAKAN..
BUKANlah bagaimana kamu melepaskan..melainkan bagaimana kamu BERTAHAN..
Lebih berbahaya mencucurkan air mata dalam hati…
dibandingkan menangis tersedu2..
Air mata yang keluar dapat dihapus..
sementara air mata yang tersembunyi menggoreskan luka yang tidak akan pernah
hilang..
Dalam urusan cinta, kita SANGAT JARANG menang..
Tapi ketika CINTA itu TULUS, meskipun kalah,
kamu TETAP MENANG hanya karena kamu berbahagia dapat mencintai seseorang..
LEBIH dari kamu mencintai dirimu sendiri..
Akan tiba saatnya dimana kamu harus berhenti mencintai seseorang.
BUKAN karena orang itu berhenti mencintai kita,
MELAINKAN karena kita menyadari bahwa orang itu akan lebih berbahagia apabila
kita melepaskannya.
Apabila kamu benar2 mencintai seseorang, jangan lepaskan dia..
jangan percaya bahwa melepaskan SELALU berarti kamu benar2 mencintai MELAINKAN
BERJUANGLAH demi cintamu.
Itulah CINTA SEJATI.
Lebih baik menunggu orang yang kamu inginkan DARIPADA berjalan bersama orang
‘yang tersedia’
Lebih baik menunggu orang yang kamucintai DARIPADA orang yang berada
disekelilingmu
Lebih baik menunggu orang yang tepat karena hidup ini terlalu singkat untuk
dibuang hanya dengan ’seseorang’
Kadang kala, orang yang kamu cintai adalah orang yang PALING menyakiti hatimu
dan kadang kala,
teman yang membawamu ke dalam pelukannya dan menangis bersamamu adalah cinta
yang tidak kamu sadari.
And now find Ur Love ……….
PS:sebarkan puisi ini supaya semuanya tau apa itu cinta, cinta sejati dan teman
sejati karena semuanya adalah hal yang suci dan patut untuk diketahui…